oh no! work starts tmr.. dreading it.. eee... ahhh.. *whines*

i shld be whining coz i wun have the chance in the future no more..

as a trainee.. i have many duties to fulfill.. iam both excited and terrified.. new job.. great job.. but new environment.. new life.. oh dear.. i tink i have gotten too used to being in the comfort of home.. and being close to nic all the time..

reality is now checking up on me.. i need to get tis job right.. get the moolahs of coz.. but most impt.. strike a balance in life.. yea.. iam clueless with regards to that.. but i'll figure..

right now i really need to tell myself to relax.. take each step as it comes.. my wits will aid me.. all the way!

iam also really glad that baby understands me, my job, my committments.. he's da best..

i have nv tot of being loved and taken care in such tender ways..

here i come, working ppl! LOL