i believe i can.. if i believe..

ironic..
but i am trying to..

believe in most thing naturally beautiful and kind.. i hope iam not so much of a skeptic.. i wanna be able to treat the world nice and thrive in the sweetest, chirpy environment that i long for..

believe in being true and reaping the truth.. i hope i wun be cheated of my authenticity.. bcoz it stems from my heart and i do not wanna suffer a deleterious heart trauma from mistrust..

believe in forever and ever and ever more true love.. that a feeling so strong will make the best of us both.. and we may fight off the obstacles ahead of us hand in hand.. bcoz with u.. i have the strength.. and i hope i have the same impact on u too..

and all of the above are my hopes.. as well as my fears..