how many times do we not keep to our words?

often.

right?

haha..

yea.. reflecting on it is good but getting it done right is another.. iam trying.. but win-win is not easy without compromise on both parts.. and wee bit of understanding will help lotz..

i will need to reallocate my time to fulfill all, if not most of my commitments..

monday is bluez..

tuesday is the day i will change the bedding for the hammies and get the laundry sorted..

that's the plan. period.

coz i dun dare make promises i can't keep..

and tis reminds me.. the hammies.. are evil..

3 babies got murdered the other day..

and another got murdered again days aft..

WTF!

iam totally grossed out.. in shocked.. and very upset.. i remb taking pics of the babies moments b4 it happened.. whyyyyyy???

argh.. helpless young ones.. juz when i thot they were healthy enulf to care for themselves.. so wanna find them a good home.. sobx =(

iam still very sad..

my bad.. shld nv let them breed..

itz hard to witness such tragedy..

iam harping too much on it.. sigh.. let me have some time to get over it.. when i clear the bedding tmr.. let me make them comfortable again..

and i will put up the last few photos of the babies.. i try..

no promises.. coz i can't bear to see their adorable faces and remind myself of the gruesome massacre..

sigh..

tis may not be a good year for tigers.. nor tigresses.. but am trying to make the best of it..

scrimp whenever i can.. so that i can have some savings to do wad i love..

iam not rich.. but at least iam not pathetic now..

i wanna go on a holiday.. i do.. but pls dun remind me that i have nv been able to take a flight to some lovely country..

i am peggy, the gal who has nv got the chance or luck to get on a plane..

itz not possible now now.. work does not permit.. and haha.. moolahs are not filling up fast enulf to match the amt spent..

ganbatte ne peggee..

maybe another trip to bukit indah..

that's all i can ask for right now..