iam hopelessly depressed..

i hope it will go away.. for now.. i shall do some blogging.. of joy.. aft all tis blog wasn't started for negativity.. it cld realli use some lightening up..

iam capable of that.. i'll try.. and baby i'll keep trying..


14th September 2010

Babyeee said he will be picking me up from work.. he told me earlier the day b4 to dress nice nice.. coz we are gg out!! yeahh.. i was so excited.. aft feeling so shitty, and lonely for the past wk or so.. well.. seemed like it wasn't gg to be a sad bdae!!

we went M Hotel for dinner.. and it was so good.. the buffet dinner comes w a main dish of ur choice.. the rest of the yumz were on display along the lounge.. hee..

totally dig the oysters and sashimi!!

and for dessert.. we had durian pengat!! oh mi gosh.. itz a real sinful treat.. 1st time ever.. i ate dessert in scoopz! hahaha.. i gobbled up a whole lot of the durian pengat.. totally went on overload!! esp when nic was on the phone.. i had one scoop aft another.. and tadaaaa.. NO MORE! hahaha..

we had so much fun.. and absolutely enjoyed the treat!

then we rushed a bit to cineleisure.. babyeee wanted to bring me to take neoprints!! wahaha.. so sweet!! i wanted to take too.. but sadly.. we got there too late.. closed alr.. awwww..

but itz okie babyeee.. i had great fun w u alr..

then we went hm.. itz a wkday.. next day's gonna be work day for babyeee n me.. so we went back to rest..

i had a really nice evening.. i was smiling =)


15th September 2010

i went to work as usual..

tis day we're having a mid-autumn mooncake tea party! very exciting as it was the 1st party Harin and I are joining the lab in.. and both George and wife were gonna be there too.. even more exciting..

i was doing my work, getting rdy and making sure everything was juz fine.. when a delivery man called and say he was stuck downstairs.. cannot make his way up.. LOL!

i went down to B1, loading and unloading bay.. and to my surprise.. haha.. a very nice orchid plant in basket.. purple and pink ribbons.. and a beeg moo moo!!

oh mi gosh.. so cuteeeeee~

and there's a card!! a well-handwritten card.. aww.. baby i was so touched..

so in love.. heee

then babyeee called..!!! so nice timing.. and his words were soft and so loving.. realli made my day! i know it was quite and effort.. and i realli love the plant and moo moo.. till today.. they are growing strong!! haha.. moo moo is still growing.. yeap yeap!

muahhhhhh...

later that night.. baby came over for the tea party! many many kinds of mooncakes.. and there's also a cake that babyeee and Praneeth balanced into the room.. LOL! so sweet! Thank you lab folks! and Thank you babyeeeeeee

we had a real good tea party.. with greg to start the tea ceremony, then the sharing of different types of mooncakes.. and not forgetting the korean snacks brought by Jin Sook.. also i made grilled drumlets with the oven in the pantry! woohoo.. some powerful oven.. got fan one leh.. hahaha.. i sua gu.. nv use b4.. and the drumlets turn out so well.. and not forgetting the grilled veg and mushrooms.. wooooah.. NICE! hahaha..

everyone was present.. and i tink everyone enjoyed and had great fun! George also wished me happy birthday.. iam lucky to be where i am now =)

babyeee was rushing work.. realli a lot of work that he hadda do.. so i got him to take a comfy seat and make sure he has his priorities.. watching him do work, making sure he's comfortable and seeing him achieve makes me happie alr.. i hope he understands me that way..

the tea party ended late.. but even when it was over.. nic was still very bz.. i can see he's trying.. and i noe itz tiring for him.. but iam glad he cares and loves me tis way..

when he finally finished his work.. he said we needa rush! wooo.. itz not over!! haha..

so we went.. we went to catch our flight!!

hahaha.. we arrived at Singapore Flyer!!

babyeee is bringing me to the top of the world.. WOOOHOOOO~ was so happie, and excited, and jumping ard.. like a kid taking the 1st roller coaster ride (hmm.. i haven taken any roller coasters b4.. LOL! so itz true!!) haha..

it was a spectacular view.. of the F1 tracks.. of the city lights.. of Marina Bay Sands..

and in the cabin.. me and babyeee were flying above the world.. for that moment..

it was juz the two of us..

i hoped tis is the life we can have.. i dream that one day it will not be a dream..

it was a fun ride.. a nice experience.. all smiles.. we headed out to find food..

we reached the hk cafe at katong.. had so-good-chicken noodles.. haha..

aft filling ourselves.. we were ready to it the sacks.. it was a day of great fun and i was looking forward to sweet dreams..

then on the way to the vehicle.. babyeee stopped me and made me close my eyes..

LOL! ohhh babyeeee...

it took a while b4 i was allowed to open my eyes again.. he had led me to the backseats of the vehicle.. and all across the ceiling were STARS! small and beeg bright stars.. fluorescent-bright..

and a gush of warmth and joy overwhelmed me.. tears overflowed my eyelids.. i was not able to control myself..

tis must be true love..


tis gets my mood way better.. i will always remb tis thoughtful day filled with tender love..

i am now 17.. hahahaha